i'm used to finding myself in unexpected places. just seems everywhere is a weird place to be. a welcome surprise every time. i would get somewhere and look around and see how everything just beautifully fits in. then i realize, how do i belong in all of this? i would see everything as they are, perfectly in their place. and i guess i'm just there to see the pretty picture they paint. an observer, always outside looking in. no.. better an explorer, always wanting to see everything there is to see.